I'm not being peoples doormat anymore, people have walked all over me because they've taken my niceness and mistaken it for weakness and taken my forgiveness for granted. I'm not playing nice anymore, if you want to be horrible to me for no reason or just to make yourself happy? leave! I ain't putting up … Continue reading I’m stronger than you think
Who am I?
I don't recognize myself anymore. I get it, things change people, but when I look in the mirror I don't see myself. I see a girl struggling with the weight she carries on her shoulders. I used to be so strong, nothing could hold me down. Where has my personality gone? The clown that could … Continue reading Who am I?
“I have always been there for you”
Ive been told that you believe you were there for me? Let me ask you something? Where were you every birthday and Christmas? Not even a card to acknowledge I existed! You used to call and I'd beg my carer not to put me on the phone. What about Everytime you promised you'd see me … Continue reading “I have always been there for you”
Intervention
Yesterday I came to the realization of how poor my life situation actually is. I turn 20 in a month and I have no place to call my own, no income and no family. It broke my heart to know that my 2nd cousin had more from my immediate family than I will, I'm not … Continue reading Intervention
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https://youtu.be/5EZMWAkg4Lo A survivor of bipolar disorder! An apology to everyone my mental health is affecting as I know it's not only myself it's hurting.
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Triggers
Often, our triggers are experiences, situations, or stressors that unconsciously remind us of past traumas or emotional upsets. They “re-trigger” traumas in the form of overwhelming feelings of sadness, anxiety, or panic. For many people triggers can be different things, it's not always going over an event that hurt you, for me it's ... Tastes … Continue reading Triggers
Live or die? I decide when.
Today I spoke to a follower about suicide, how it effects my life everyday and my experiences with it. I'd like to share it with the rest of you as I know there's a massive percentage of people with either of my conditions that turn to suicide as a release. If you learn anything from … Continue reading Live or die? I decide when.
Dreams
Let's unravel a dream I had last night. I believe dreams are so important as they are real thoughts we have, if we interpret them we could learn something about ourselves. Some of my dreams can be amazing, like I'm floating in my best moments in my life, others can be pure pain and nightmares … Continue reading Dreams
Me vs Myself
I hate you!, I love you, Touch me, What are you doing? Get off!, You're amazing, You're useless, Fuck you!, I'm so sorry, No I'm not, Love me, I'm leaving you, Don't leave me, Go away!, Wait why are you abandoning me?, I'm up!, I'm down, Cuddles?, Ew, I want to party, *Panic attack*, I … Continue reading Me vs Myself
Nevaeh's Diary 