Every one for 1.2million flights there's a plane crash. If you could avoid the plane crash by not getting on a plane and being part of those odds, would you? No? So why would you stop anything else in your life because there's a chance it could go wrong? The odds are not against you, … Continue reading Odds are
Psychotic symptoms in patients with borderline personality disorder are common, distressing to patients, and challenging to treat. Psychosis, can be categorized as either hallucinatory or delusional (or both). Hallucinations are experiences of sensory input, which do not exist in the outside world, but appear as genuine and indistinguishable from the reality of the person experiencing … Continue reading Psychotic episode
One of my friends live 408 miles away from me and we have still not met. The first time we came across each others presence we hated each other, but for a misunderstood reason. He cares so deeply about everyone around him and is highly taken for granted everyday. Having BPD and PTSD means I … Continue reading Understanding friendship
It's easier to tell a small lie than explain a hurtful truth.
Due to the fact my birthday is in almost 8 days I've been excited, but I've been crushed everyday for the last week by everyone around me. My anxiety has hit the roof, I'm getting heart palpitations every few minutes and it's lasted 4 days so far. I wake up every day wanting to cry … Continue reading Birthday Girl
If you feel like you are losing everything remember that trees lose their leaves every year and still stand tall to wait for better days ❤️
Our story's old, older than the wind, it's been this sad for years, how can we pretend, when we all know just how it's gonna end. Lost and lonely people staring back, Afraid to try, some of them here, the same as you and I, the differences are all but left behind, so I need … Continue reading Daughtry
Don't you dare try to tell me you were there for me when I begged you for help and no one showed, when I text and no one picked up, when I called and got cut off. No one is really there when it counts. No one thinks the way I do, it either is … Continue reading Everyone is always too late.
So following my BPD diagnosis I've recognized that I have abandonment issues, inevitably. I struggle day to day with making relationships with people in fear that they will leave my life and I became crazily attached to people trying to keep them by my side. I have never really had someone stick around in my … Continue reading Abandonment